Monday, July 27, 2009
I keep wondering i have been a good person for a long time from secondary school but i still get all this shit crap.
I can still take it but i don't want and if can i would rather change back to my old usual self which is a dam rebelious kid.Dunno why i don't want to cause i always felt like i promise someone not to turn bad.
Can really sense everyone is facing challenges and not just me.A word from me is to have someone to share your feelings too and if can try your best to think of something happy.
So died now.Forgot to bring home my geog. tb and file sure fail geog. test tomorrow.
Didn't really have time to breath nowadays as tests are pouring like rain.Doing A maths exercise today dunno why sudden forgot what i learn from the beginning and whats more is that common test is coming up on next next week.
Think i'm going to chiong my subjects don't think i did really well for my whole education life so now i must change. Hope i can really change and score high marks.^^
Btw i will change my blog song 1-3 weeks ba.If 3 weeks no post it means i lazy to post if not i never online.^^
Please don't fail me! I am praying for your happiness everyday.
Kushieda Minori
7:27 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
lol blog and blog at last my 100th post lol.
Nothing really to post this days even if have something to post i also don't feel like posting=p
Okay lets just start from friday.
Didn't want to go bowling as i suck at bowling and i feel that i am wasting my money...actually i wanted to play pool but sadly didn't know who wanted to play and it's also been a long time since i played pool=p
So i stayed back and play MOH with some regular people and i'm staring to get sick about the song 'New Divide' because Xiang Fong keep playing it when playing and worse is it kept repeating and repeating OMG can't he change songs?!
Feel like going to the arena to play pool on friday since CCA is only 45minutes.Should see first ba=p
Hiaz need to get up early every sunday but can't dunno why.
Oh ya taken A maths for a week i feel that it was okay,not that hard and still there were some people who say A maths was hard maybe other chapters hard?Wondering common test will come out which chapters cause i haven even learn chapter 1,2,3.=p
To live on this earth,we each have to love each other.And,if you really love someone,you have to be willing to let them go.And letting go takes love.
Kushieda Minori
12:25 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Wow 2 weeks of school have past so fast.
today went to school almost late but lucky never then reach school wanted to go toliet de then ms wong dunno which line in the brain went wrong don't even let me go toliet?!
forget it later at PE ran 2.4 but i ran more than that.how to say?
see for 2.4 i have to run 5 rounds around the school in the end i ran six rounds becoz i heard the teacher saying "last round,last round".Then also shock how come nigel so fast finish his 2.4. Well forget it i will be doing my 2.4 again on next week monday cause i want that 5 points.
Later AM mr ong asked those who wanted to take A maths go see how it is.Still somehow understand how to do.Then mr ong told us if we want to take can go to A maths on monday. I really want it as i love maths but 1 thing,i have miss half a year of A maths and they are now at chapter 4.4 how am i going to catch up?! Whats more i still have to find someone to teach me A maths...wonder who got that time to teach me?
After school went to play bowling with yong huang,zul,ashraf and muhammud.
Dammit play bowling 2nd time only and i was still dam noob as i lose every game.-_-
but lucky the last game me and zul score tie so i am not really last haha.
After that they still wanted to go back school and play MOH but sadly,everyone went home so we also head home lor.
When i look back from now,i was rushing for 10 months and didn't actually stop to look at the scenery around me and this resulted i lost a lot of things without using my brain to process the thoughts.
But now i will be slowing down to look at my scenery and slowly get everything back especially myself.
Kushieda Minori
8:01 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
so dam boring today or maybe say everyday ba...practically stay back everyday not to revise but to play MOH2 which is also Medal Of Honour 2.
LOL recess play then break went to eat then went to 3s6 and play after lesson then after school went to 3s6 to play again.Regular members are me,Yong Huang,Jerry,Zul,Ashraf and Muhhamad.
Today went to school and first lesson was AM nothing to do and was too tired so slept for the whole 2 periods then english spelling test forgot to study then study also study wrong sure fail de...-_- Later MT slack again then EM Mr Ong dunno go where then give use homework to do and same slack again then HU so bored change places again then keep shooting Muhhamad with paper bullets then in chemistry was so confuse cause i dunno that topic must revise again le.Then after school play MOH until 4.30 and went home.
So you can pratically see today is very slacking and it will almost be same everyday.
Tomorrow got NAFA 2.4 and i never even train for quite long le hope i can pass and beat my old record?So bored can anyone plan outing or activies i'm bored to death...btw i wonder why i always sleep in the afternoon but night i just don't feel like sleeping cause at that time suddenly become really crazy. hiaz going to offline now nothing to do online also...BYE!!
Going crazy every second,minute,hour,day.
WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!
Can't take it anymore.
Why everything just seems like a fluke to me?
But i know that it will never be possible for us.
So i have to smile and reply everything you ask even when i'm sad now.
Kushieda Minori
7:31 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Tomorrow is school le gonna have to wake up early.It's not a problem for me to wake up early but i always can't hear my handphone alarm.
hiaz still haven brought any ear piece to hear my songs but what's the use i can only listen to a few songs.
It's the first time i'm gonna put pictures in my blog.woot!lol
okay so this are the pictures i took in the past 6 months with my old phone but some were also deleted haha^^
The truth is always hard to accept.
Kushieda Minori
7:48 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
whoa.had a very very weird dream this two days.yesterday was crying in my dream but woke i wasn't actually crying and today the dream is so dam...dunno how to explain but it feels so real to me.
Hmm...thought about for awhile i don't think that might ever happen but it still feel like maybe going to happen leh weird?
okay YES tomorrow youth day no need to go to school haha.Can chiong homework but also feel like going leh but nvm since i later still going back to syc with don then maybe i can concentrate my homework there^^
It's not what we don't know that causes trobule,It's what we know that ain't so.
Kushieda Minori
12:30 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Was so slacking this week and whats more is that we NA had been spilt into 3 classes.
it was okay until everyone voted for me to be monitor again WTH lah this is so @^$&*#$%. pls lah i been monitor for 3 years your not sian i sian de. always keep helping teachers do this and went teachers come to our class dunno why keep looking for me.
hiaz watever lah no choice have to take up this role again-_-
form teachers was still Ms lin then the new co-form was mr lum another new teacher.
chem was form teacher,english was also co-form,SS and geo still mrs yan coz went back to orinal class again,PE changed to paul chandra still have NAFA next week...phy change to mrs chen never saw her this week dunno why,maths became mr ong dunno why teach so fast?DNT was mr ling *woots* hope i didn't miss anything out.
hiaz i don't really like my new hp now.i can't even heard the alarm for the whole five days and i was even late on wednesday.
I'm walking along a path which not many people follows,
no one guiding and no one encouraging,
wanting to cry out loud but just can't do.
If there was a chance or even a slight chance i hope i can get to that light in front of me,
but to me or to you,
i keep thinking what do we really want?
So in the end i just kept slient and continue to walk down this path which not many people follows.
Kushieda Minori
12:14 AM
