Sunday, February 8, 2009
I wonder if u would be there to correct my mistakes by saying that is an excuse not a reason,
I wonder if u would be there again to message me n tell me what happen today,
I wonder if u would be there again to call me at night n talk to me till morning,
I wonder if u would be there again to dare me for what i have done before again,
I wonder if u would be there again to tell me the code like what we did together,
I wonder if u would be there again to let me do what i have done to u before.
Since u said it i would be somewhere watching you and not letting you see and i would always disappear when i see you....
I would also reply you back to your pm only in my blog...
Boys meant it when they say 459 but some are not and i meant it but too bad i can't explain or say anything to you now but only to think in my mind and write in my blog.
"People always tend to treasure the people they love after they lost them."I always thought i understand this sentence but in the end i only understand half of it.Why? Because i always regret went i lose someone n i thought before whats the use of regreting since it happen? But now i think it was quite foolish of me cause its natural to regret if not this word 'regret' won't come out.
They always say 'I Love You'= 3 words,8 letters,1 meaning but now that i saw my friends pm i agree that
I LOVE YOU is an eight letter word then again so is
BULLSHIT!!!!I wonder why when i am staring in to space you say don't emo but i am not emoing n when i am perfectly fine you say don't sad then if u thought i am sad then say don't emo then my happy becomes emo i wonder why do people always think of that n i also realise one thing about myself my addiction to red tea have been increasing lately and you might not know i might been happy on the outside but i am always struggling in the inside and feel like screaming but i just want to bear all by myself and not letting anyone know.
i think i have nothing to say le so i will stop here.^^
To Girlgirl:Maybe u shouldn't have scold basket to me but instead u should scold me a bastard its not that i want to put a smilely on every message its just that i realised i read a guidance before and it says
The American thinker Thomas Paine wrote:"I love the man that can smile in trouble,that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection." and i want to be that guy so i have been trying very hard^^
To bro:U ask if i am ok i struggle to say yes but i said i think so.U should know its hard for me to accept the fact when i am in this state and i am using time to heal myself but it was just the second day and you told me everything and this was the second biggest impact so i am really having a hard time trying to adjust to everything but i still hope the best for you too^^
Kushieda Minori
12:05 AM
